Man, more and more these days I don't seem to fit anywhere. I don't seem to understand why people do the things they do - am I alone in this?
My job frustrates me- but I can't talk about that here because people get fired because of stuff posted on the internet. Let's just say that things don't make sense, but no one seems to care - and I have to keep reminding myself 'who the hell am I? who's going to listen to me? why would my opinion matter?' I just need to do my job and keep my mouth shut. That's how to survive.
Now I know you're thinking, gee lady why don't you just quit and go elsewhere, but the thing is I work from home. Yes, I am a paid salaried employee who gets to work from home. That may sound all great, but it means that finding a new job can be difficult - I won't get into it here though.
I need a change, but I don't know what to do. Oh sure you say, go on a vacation - but I can't afford to do that, so my life stays the same.... whine whine whine, I know.
If you feel the same and have any comments for me, please let me know. I can't believe I'm this old and still trying to find my place in the world.
